-13/12/2009-

It's been a while that I've read this blog. As i was reading it, it felt so warm, so real, so sweet and exciting.. but after all the reading, when reality sinks back in, i know i need to face this harsh reality again. It hadnt been a dream before... it was really true.

Today is 13th december. I was supposed to be doing my final checklist in preparation for my wedding.. instead, i'm here crying and trying to live one day at a time getting through this pain..

I promised to love this man the way God wants me to love him. If letting him go is the best option, i would do it with minimized pain for the both of us.