-cooling off-

-24/10/2009-

2 weeks since the cool-off period started. This already had been pushing me away too much... 10 more weeks to go? 2 months ago, we bought the rings together. trying out almost all couple-rings we can find......... we came to a ring, which i think is my perfect wedding band. it was custom made for us from Italy, mine is size 7, his is 19. It was simple, with simple design, no diamond on me, and they were EXACTLY the same!! EXACTLY the same! engraved with "LISA" on the man's band; and "VINCE TING" on the woman's ring. I remembered each and every word we said then... i suggested that we engrave our wedding date "9/1/2009" on the ring; he asked "do u know when's the date?" ... then he said "better not, engraved already then cnanot change". then he wrote the "TING" behind the Vince, telling me that there're many vince out there. he wants to be sure that it's vince ting that i'm marrying...

woshhhh... 2 months later, the rings are here a couple of weeks ago. but here i am.. mending my broken heart.. trying to get over this shattered dreams of having my own wedding on 1/9/2009. friends flocked in to comfort and protect me.

... to be continue...